Friday February 3, 2012:
I keeping waking up sad and crying because of what happened. I reached out to an old friend who is really helping me understand this. I do miss you. I wish there was another way. I wish you would come back to me. However, I know that you must process. It’s now 5pm and I hope you are doing ok. I miss your voice, and you saying to me every morning “Hello honey.” I promise I will wait for you ‘‘til the end of time. I am sad that you don’t even want to say hello however I understand.
It is now 1am and there is lighting outside. I remember how I showed you the beauty of lighting and how you told my friend I refer to as my brother in Australia that it was orgasmic. You were so amazed by our intimacy that night, the sexual encounter and how deep we love together. My god you are beautiful.
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