Defining Moments

March 2^nd, 2012:

Danielle promised that she was going to look at her calendar and see if she can make it. When we spoke again on the phone it was so sweet. I asked once more about dinner.

“Would you like to have dinner on your days off and as friends get reacquainted,” I asked.

“Yes, I love to have dinner with you on your days off, Kat” Danielle stated.

I smiled thinking wow, its happening.

“Kat you the sweetest woman I know and you are the most loving.” Danielle stated on the phone.

Danielle went on to tell me about how the new girl at the other location had been screwing up. I got excited because that meant she would be working there next to my apartment.

She really enjoyed talking to me and that she missed talking to me, hearing my voice. It was lovely and that we need to do this more. That it was something she truly missed.

I was so excited about this conversation because it meant that we were returning to one another and that I am reaching Danielle. HOPE does exist. She missed our conversation.

I was looking for any sign of hope that Danielle would return. The fact that she said she wanted to have dinner with me to get reacquainted, and that she missed our talks was an obvious sign that she missed me. I was reaching for any signs of hope. I had thought at the time Danielle wanted to get back together with me. The truth is she just wanted me to sign over the car.

HOPES DREAM
The poem that I wrote for Danielle won an award for most inspirational love poem. I thought by winning an award for a poem that I wrote for Danielle would someone inspire her to remember all her promises to me.