| April 8th, 2012:
Happy Easter, Danielle, I wish I was there with you. I guess I failed once again. I am going to bed now. I am going to sleep this day away. You have shown me that people like me don’t deserve Easter. Dear Spirit or God…in my next life make me a lady bug so I don’t have to experience holidays. Everyone has their family and I have the memories of rape and torture.
April 10th, 2012:
I met with Ms. Kay, the voice of Reason as I have come to call her. She is amazed that I still have hope that you will return. I said that you promised you would return to me. Yet there is sadness deep within me. I am not sure that you will. I think you wanted me to die in that fire; that you wanted to never love me. I wish I was never born so that I would not have to be the one to live this pain.
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