April 12th, 2012:
It’s raining downtown and I am thinking of you. I have had several friends ask if I have heard from you. I said you were well. I will always hold you in high regard. I wish I had not failed you. It figures. I failed Sarah by not standing up and now I failed you. I know that they broke my back. I should have been able to stand up. Forgive me my dearest sister for failing you.
April 13th, 2012:
Today is one month since you stopped talking to me. I am nothing. I failed the very woman I swore to love and the one woman who asked me to marry her. God is cruel with giving me a history that I have. Perhaps one day I can find atonement.
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