How do you judge success? I used to judge success as being the best in your field, like Bruce Springsteen in rock music. In my industry, it
would have to be dollar-wise. Now, I think it is more quality of life. A lot of people think I'm a success, but I don't feel
like I'm a success. I really don't. I feel like I've made a lot of money, and I've been successful at this one area in my
life. I help the needy, but I don't have that family fulfillment. How do you judge success? I don't know. All I know is
that all the money in the world isn't the answer.
You thought it was at one time. Yes I did. And to be honest, money is important because it is influential. See that guy standing over there? I
don't know him from Adam. But say he came over to talk to us. If he made a really bad first impression on me, I
might not have much respect for him. But if you then told me that guy is worth $50 million, and he made it on his
own, that would completely change my opinion of him. That may not be fair, but that's the way it is.
How does trading affect your personal life? I'm able to handle it well from a business standpoint, but from a social standpoint it clobbers me. It doesn't
allow me to give the time to women and friends that they require. People like to just sit and talk sometimes. Unless it
is about business, like this with you, I'm out of here.
Are you always that conscious of time? Yes. Most people aren't. They say, "Well, don't you ever just sit home and watch TV?"
Do you? Well, I might have the TV on, but my head is always on trading. Last night I came back from a dinner date at
midnight. I was tired and wanted to go to bed, but I was up until 2:00 A.M. figuring out trades. It's an addiction. I
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used to be much worse. I got lots of grief from former girlfriends because I would take my work with me on dates. I
don't do that any more, but I'm always still thinking about trading.