| PERSONAL NOTE JUNE 18th, 2012
My dance instructor Gina was right.
“The process of grieving and the authentic journey to ourselves is a bitch. However it’s a process that is well worth it. You will emerge as a woman that Runs with wolves”
Gina was referencing the book, “Women Who Run with Wolves”.
JUNE 19, 2912:
There is something on the horizon. I cannot seem to put my finger on it. I can feel it deep in my soul. A change so great that it will forever change the course of who I am. I am worried and nervous spirit. Soon I will be 40 and I wonder what lies ahead in my life. Will my life have meant something to someone? The reality is I am me. I feel like a baby butterfly that is emerging from a cocoon.
I sit here outside at a table at my Star Restaurant. I know and see that I have. I began to pray,
“My father who art in heaven, that is spirit around me. I will not ask for A romantic relationship as it seems I am not meant for that. However guide me to help others grow in their spiritual lives. Perhaps if you could find it in your grace to someday have a family I would be honored.”
I opened my eyes and in the distance there was a thunderstorm. It was so beautiful with its rain coming down. I wished for a moment that I could be playing in the rain to have fun and know what it means to celebrate the little nuances of life. Today is another opportunity, another day I shall live with honor.
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