She paused, and saw that he was listening in a manner that
proved him to be unmoved.
'Is it not true that you have done it?' she repeated.
He then replied with calmness: 'Yes, it is true that I did
everything in my power to separate my friend from your sister,
and that I am glad of my success. I have been kinder towards him
than towards myself
Elizabeth appeared not to notice this polite remark, but its
meaning did not escape her, nor was it likely to soften her
feelings.
'But it is not only this affair,' she continued, 'on which my
dislike is based. Long before, your character was made plain in the
story which I received many months ago from Mr Wickham.'
'You take an eager interest in that gentleman's concerns,' said
Darcy in a more troubled voice, and with deeper colour in his
face.
'No one who knows his misfortunes can help feeling an
interest in him.'
'His misfortunes!' repeated Darcy scornfully. 'Yes, his
misfortunes have been great.'
'And you are responsible,' cried Elizabeth with energy.
'You
have reduced him to his present state.'
'And this,' cried Darcy, as he walked with quick steps across
the room, 'is your opinion of me. I thank you for explaining it so
fully. But perhaps,' he added, stopping in his walk, and turning
towards her, 'these offences might have been forgiven if your
pride had not been hurt by my honest explanation of the reasons
that made me wait so long. I am not ashamed of the feelings that
I expressed. They were natural and fair. Could you expect me to
be happy about the inferiority of your relations?'
Elizabeth felt herself becoming more angry every moment,
but she tried to speak calmly as she said:
'You could not have made me the offer of your hand in any
58
possible way that would have led me to accept it.'
Again his astonishment was clear. She went on:
'From the very beginning, your manners struck me as
showing the greatest pride in yourself and scorn for the feelings
of others, and I had not known you a month before I felt that
you were the last man in the world whom I could ever be
persuaded to marry.'
'You have said quite enough, madam. Forgive me for having
wasted so much of your time, and accept my best wishes for your
health and happiness.'
And with these words he quickly left the room.
The disorder of Elizabeth's mind was now painfully great, and
from actual weakness she sat down and cried for half an hour.
Her astonishment increased every moment. That she should
receive an offer of marriage from Mr Darcy! That he should be
so much in love with her that he wished to marry her in spite of
all the objections that had made him prevent his friend's
marrying her sister, and which must appear equally strong in his
own case! And his shameful pride! His shameless admission of
what he had done with regard to Jane! His unfeeling manner, his
cruelty towards Mr Wickham!
She continued with these unhappy thoughts until the sound
of the others returning from Rosings made her hurry away to
her own room.
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