returned to his polite inquiries after her family. She was full of
surprise at the change in his manner since they last parted, and
found that every sentence that he spoke was increasing her
confusion. As the realization of the awkwardness of her being
found there returned to her mind, the few minutes in which they
were together were some of the most uncomfortable in her life.
He did not seem less shocked. When he spoke, his voice had
none of its usual calmness, and he repeated some of his questions
more than once.
At last, every idea seemed to fail him and, after standing for a
few minutes without saying a word, he suddenly went away. The
others then joined her. Elizabeth was filled with shame and
annoyance. Her coming there was the most unfortunate, most
unwise thing in the world! How shameful it must appear to a
man who thought so highly of himself! It might seem as if she
had purposely put herself in his way again. Oh! Why had she
come? Or why did he come a day before he was expected? And
his behaviour, so noticeably changed — what could it mean? It
was astonishing that he should ever speak to her — but to speak
with such politeness, to inquire after her family! Never in her life
had she seen him so gentle. She did not know what to think.
They now entered a beautiful walk by the water, but it was
some time before Elizabeth could give it any attention, although
she replied without thinking to the remarks of her companions.
She greatly wished to know what was passing in Mr Darcy's
mind, and whether, in spite of everything, she was still dear to
him.
After wandering on for some time quite slowly, because Mrs
Gardiner was not a great walker and was becoming tired, they
were again surprised by the sight of Mr Darcy approaching them.
Elizabeth saw that he had lost none of his recent politeness, and
to show that she too could be polite, she began to admire the
place. But she had not got beyond the word "beautiful", when
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some unlucky thought reminded her that praise of Pemberley
might be misunderstood. The colour in her face deepened, and
she said no more.
As she paused, he asked her if she would do him the honour of
introducing him to her friends. This was quite unexpected. 'What
will be his surprise,' she thought, 'when he knows who they are?
He thinks that they are people of social position.'
The introduction, though, was made immediately, and as she
named them as family relations of hers, she took a secret look at
him to see how he bore it. It was plain that he was surprised, but
instead of going away, he turned back with them and entered
into conversation with Mr Gardiner. Elizabeth could not help
being pleased. It was comforting that he should know that she
had some relations of whom there was no need to be ashamed.
She listened carefully, and felt happiness in every expression,
every sentence of her uncle that showed his intelligence, his taste,
or his good manners.
The conversation soon turned to fishing, and she heard Mr
Darcy, with the greatest politeness, invite him to fish there as
often as he chose. Mrs Gardiner, who was walking arm in arm
with Elizabeth, gave her a look of surprise. Elizabeth said
nothing, but she was extremely pleased. The mark of attention
must be all for herself.
A little later, Mrs Gardiner, tired by the exercise of the
morning, found Elizabeth's arm not strong enough to support
her, and therefore preferred her husband's. Mr Darcy took her
place by her niece. After a short silence, the lady spoke first. She
wished him to know that she had been informed of his absence
before she came to the place. He admitted that he had put
forward his arrival because of some business. 'The rest of my
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