a relatively safe trade, in that I was offsetting my long position in one contract month with a short position in another
month, I really loaded up. Shortly thereafter, the government released a surprising crop estimate. In response, the
month I was long went limit-down and the month I was short went limit-up.
I was in such despair that I remember walking out to the stairway and literally getting down on my knees and
saying out loud, "Dear God, I don't care how much I lose, but please don't let the account go into a debit." At the
time, I was working for a sophisticated international firm, and just as I was making my providential plea, a Swiss
banker came walking down the staircase. To this day, I still wonder what he must have thought.
Were there any other personal traumatic experiences caused by a failure to heed market risk?
Not for myself, but throughout my financial career, I have continually witnessed examples of other people
that I have known being ruined by a failure to respect risk. If you don't take a hard look at risk, it will take you.
When I was a kid and got my first motorcycle, I had an older friend who would always get into fights. He told
me, "Larry, when you are on a motorcycle, never argue with a car. You will lose." The same lesson applies to trading:
If you argue with the market, you will lose.
The Hunt brothers are a perfect example. Somebody once asked me, "How could the Hunts lose? They were
worth billions." Let's say you have a billion dollars, and you buy $20 billion worth of silver—I am making these
numbers up for the sake of the example—you are in exactly the same risk position as the guy with $1,000 who owns
$20,000 worth of silver.
I have a good friend who started from very humble beginnings; his father was a sanitation man. Anyway, he
is a very bright guy and he got into option arbitrage. He was extremely good at it and made a fortune. I remember
visiting him at a palatial estate he bought in England.
Well, he may have been a great arbitrageur, but he turned out to be a bad trader. He developed a trading
system that made money. One day he said to me, "I am not taking the sell signal in gold; it doesn't look right to me.
Besides, almost 50 percent of the signals are wrong anyway." Not only didn't he take the sell signal, he actually
wound up going long. Sure enough, the market went down. I told him, "Get out!" but he insisted, "The market will
come back."
Well, he didn't get out, and he lost the mansion and everything else. Now he lives in a rented box on a street
with a hundred other ticky-tacky houses. To this day, I still remember the name of his estate: "Beverly." He is still
one of my best friends, and his loss of that huge house had an enormous emotional impact on me. He had it and lost
it all! And all because of one trade. The irony is that if he had followed his system, he would have made a fortune on
that trade.
I will tell you another story. I have a cousin who turned $5,000 into $100,000 in the option market. One day I
asked him, "How did you do it?" He answered, "It is very easy. I buy an option and if it goes up, I stay in, but if it
goes down, I don't get out until I am at least even." I told him, "Look, I trade for a living, and I can tell you that
strategy is just not going to work in the long ran." He said, "Larry, don't worry, it doesn't have to work in the long
run, just till I make a million. I know what I am doing. I just never take a loss." I said, "OK..."
In his next trade he buys $90,000 worth of Merrill Lynch options, only this time, it goes down, and down, and
down. I talk to him about one month later, and he tells me he is in debt for $10,000.1 said, "Wait a minute. You had
$100,000 and you bought $90,000 in options. That should still leave you with $10,000,
even after they expired
worthless. How could you have a deficit of $10,000?" He said, "I originally bought the options at $4k. When the price
went down to $1,1 figured out that if I bought another 20,000, all it had to do was go back to $2^ for me to break
even. So I went to the bank and borrowed $10,000."
Respect for risk is not just a matter of trading; it applies to any type of business decision. I once worked for a
firm where the company president, a very nice guy, hired an option trader who was brilliant, but not stable. One day
the option trader disappeared, leaving the firm stuck with a losing position. The president was not a trader, and he
sought my advice. "Larry, what do you think I should do?" I told him, "Just get out of the position." Instead, he
decided to hold on to the trade. The loss got a little worse, but then the market came back, and he liquidated the
position at a small profit.
After this incident, I told a friend who worked at the same firm, "Bob, we are going to have to find another
job." "Why?" he asked. I answered, "We work for a man who has just found himself in the middle of a mine field, and
what he did was close his eyes and walk through it. He now thinks that whenever you are in the middle of a mine
field, the proper technique is to close your eyes and go forward. Less than one year later, this same man had to
liquidate a huge
delta neutral spread position
in options [a balanced position whose value will change very little for
small price moves in either direction]. Instead of just getting out, he decided to get out of the position one leg at a
time. By the time he finished liquidating that position, he had gone through all of the firm's capital.
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