Defining Moments

JUNE 8^th, 2012

To this day reliving Sarah’s death and the day that Danielle told me that we were no longer a couple has left a soul scar. Everything happens for a reason. Sarah’s death taught me to celebrate life in all that it is. You never know when a life will end.

Life is the quintessential journey of our experience. I am going to be doing a public reading of my work on June 13^th, 2012. I now have two part time jobs to take care of life needs like rent and food. I do not know what life may hold in the future down the way. What I do know is that I must live in the present and push forward as I have always done. As I prepare to go to bed, I am drinking a seven up. I find myself chuckling as I Danielle making me look into her eyes and promise her that I would never drink soda again. She was concerned about my diet. I remember her looking into my eyes and saying,

“I will know if you drink soda cause we feel each other.

You are making A promise to me, your wife and soul mate. Soul mates never break their promises to one another.” Danielle states.

Why am I torturing my self by replaying the times that Danielle and I were together. Danielle broke her promise to me, the one she called her soul mate.

She promised,

“I will never reject you or abandon you. I will never hurt you and I will always love you.”

These words haunt me as an apparition at the bewitching hour.